Last Ride

2 weeks now till the wedding, and as far as i can tell things are good to go. Sondra still has some big things to pick out and work on, her hair, where she is going to stay in ca, if she even wants to marry me! At times i feel bad, cuz us guys have it so ez! all i need to do is show up say yes, then kill some time, eat some food, and make some love. if I'm lucky!........am i scared?........ i don't know what to call it! not scared but anxious? maybe? all i do know is Sondra is by far the best thing that has happen to me. i want this more then anything in life. The week of the wedding my brothers and some friends are going out on the town for a little party. it was hard to think of what to do! not like us Swanson's don't know how to party, but its hard at times when your Mormon to have a kick ass party, but we got one worked out. it should be fun. i just cant wait till its all over, and we can move in the apt. and start our life's!